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Sometimes, we forget. We forget             So remember.                                                            After all that I’ve been through, I         here to teach me how to seek help
                     the purpose of life. We forgot that                                                                                 thought  I would have grown to              when needed.
                     we had a purpose in life. And                                                                                       hate this problem of mine, as it

                     sometimes, we forget.                       ---                                                                     has caused many inconveniences
                                                                                                                                         and greatly impacted my life.               It was here to teach me how
                                                                 Cut  the slack. Pick up  the pace.                                                                                  to say “No” to people, not out
                     We forget.                                                                                                                                                      of  selfishness  but  out  of  self-
                                                                 Dance  to  the  rhythm.  Love  the                                      But I don’t hate it, not at all.            preservation.
                                                                 continuity. Then fall; and get back
                     ---                                         up again.

                                                                                                                                         In fact, I appreciate it. I realised        It was here to teach me how to
                 CY  We inevitably slack, be it in               We fear the slack. We fear falling.                                     love myself again, how to treat             another person from their point
                                                                                                                                                                                     be empathetic, to understand
                                                                                                                                         it was here to teach me how to
                                                                 Don’t we just love those streaks?
                     homework or chores, sometime,
                                                                                                                                         myself better and make me my
                                                                                                                                                                                     of view instead of my own.
                     somewhere. We just stop. Be it
                                                                 made to be broken. I dare you
                     fate or just timing, it happens. The        But let me tell you - streaks were                                      top priority.
                 SISTEN
                     clocks suddenly stop turning, and           to break it now; bruises weren’t                                                                                    It was here to teach me how to be
                     the gears suddenly stop moving.             made to stay.                                                                     No,  it  wasn’t  here  to         strong, yet also be comfortable
                     Things just stop.                                                                                                                   sabotage my life,           with showing my vulnerabilities.


                                                                 ---                                                                                                                                                           APPRE
                     And sometimes, out of nowhere,                                                                                                        It was here to            Alas, it wasn’t here to knock me

                     we stop loving the little soul that                                                                                                       teach me how          down,
                     we have lived with our whole lives.         The strength of                                                                                   to     treat
                     And that is not a decision.                 challenging                                                                                         m ys e lf
                                                                 consistency.                                                                                                        It was here to teach me how not
                                                                                                                                                                      w i t h

                                                                                                                                                                      respect.       to be afraid of standing back up          CIA
                                                                                                                                                                                     bravely,  no matter  how many
                     We forgot. We forgot the times we
                 CON  when we felt comfortable about                                                                                                            how to burn          So, thank you for being my teacher
                     had fun with ourselves, the times
                                                                                                                                                                                     times it may be.
                                                                                                                                                                   It was here
                                                                                                                                                                 to  teach  me
                     ourselves, the times when we
                     needed no reason to be proud of
                                                                                                                                                                  b r idg es
                     ourselves. We were happy.
                                                                                                                                                                                     of personal exploration to heal
                                                                                                                                                                  w h e n            as I navigate the amazing journey
                                                                                                                                                                    necessary.       and to grow.                              TION



                                                                                                                                                                                     And thank you for teaching me
                                                                                                                                                                      It was
                                                                                                                                                                                     the most valuable lesson of all,




                                                                                                                                                                                     To love myself before loving
                                                                                                                                                                                     anyone else.


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