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MIRRORS AND REFLECTIONS:
 MIRRORS AND REFLECTIONS:
 Art
 TheArt  of  Kinkies and weirdos, they say.             day we die. And who else could
 B  Loving Yourself                                     persevere harder than that?


 Before
 Loving Anyone Else  Aren’t we all?                     Yet. Yet we criticise how what we



            But  we don’t  just  stop there, do         do never turns out good and how
                                                        you’ve let everyone down in that
            we?                                         group project you just had. Yet
 Written by Emma Sylvette Susini Jr2Z(1) and Tan Ying Ern Sr1ScD  you curse yourself for how your
 Illustration by Chew Ni Jie Sr1ScA
            There’s that warrior within                 family dynamics are turning out,

            ourselves. That will  challenge all         how the world is turning out.
            there is. To believe that you are
 As I stood before the mirror,   beautiful when the whole world   Yet, what is, perfect?
            makes it sound like you’re not.


 The reflection and features staring back at me were familiar, yet it was not   We take ourselves so seriously, we
 me. My natural sparkling eyes, once glimmering with hope and joy, are   And  we  remember.  Those  forget to enjoy the beauty of life
 now gone and covered in shadowy sunken sockets.  times, those people. Those who   itself.         IMPR
 SS  Searching frantically for the aspiration and joy that I once had but is now   reminded us that we were enough.

            Those who supported us during

 nowhere to be found, my heart is in despair.  the darkest of times.  Our life.

 E
            And all you need right now is               ---
 As I reached to touch the glass, I realised my world was now monotone.
 EN  The once vibrant colours of my world have faded into shades of grey, with   yourself. You, to remind yourself   Improvement.
            that you are important. That
 everything appearing lifeless.
            you are your own person. Your
            own special, kinky little person.                                                      OVEME
 AR  I couldn’t seem to get rid of the overwhelming exhaustion that engulfed   Yourself, a person whom no other   Improvement in letting go.


            could replicate, ever.
 me. I couldn’t seem to stop feeling guilty about all the tasks I had left
 undone. I couldn’t help but notice a fog clouding my thinking, darkening
 my thoughts, and the heaviness in each step I took.    Improvement in being present.
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 It  was  only  then  that  I  became  aware  that  I  was  exhausted.  Not  only   And frankly, improvement, the
 A  physically but mentally too.  Our  souls stay with  us till the   something between nothing.   T









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