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Not long ago I was told of a certain  maw soup. Cincalok (fermented small shrimps).
 West and East,   someone. A distinguished someone——a man  Chendol. Paiti.

            who, Father had claimed all too lightly, would save

                                                                      Father had dismissed all of our household
 Melodies Entwined  us from sinking into the grimy nightlife of peasants    servants ever since he lost his fortune in the
            who lurked outside on Jonker Street.
                                                               shipping  business  several  years  back——
                    A thin parchment rested upon Father's  a repercussion of the Great Depression which
 Written by Goh Li Lian  desk. In a swift movement, he lifted his long,  began in the far West, in a country Father called

            wooden calligraphy brush again. “誌”, ambition.  “America”. The past few years were walked
            Black ink bled into the blood-red, seemingly  on a tightrope, we had slipped from the comforts
            painting a new chapter out of this gloom.          of first-class respectability to that of dwindling

                                                               honour.
                    It was evening when Father dismissed me.
            The mellow tones of Baba Malay faltered into              Soon enough the man arrived. He was in
            silence, leaving only the irritated clucks of Father's  a crisp, grey suit. He was a height of power. His
            ill-tempered concubine. In the dim corridor of the  voice was gentle as he praised the needlework of

            Foo mansion, my head swam in the liquid sunlight  my floral-patterned handwoven fans and beaded
            bleeding in from the carved wooden screens. My  manek slippers. His eyes——how startling they
            fingers skimmed the three interlinked kerongsang  seemed to me when a shadow of opportunity

            brooches latched upon my magenta nyonya kebaya  passed through them, when he laid them on my
            front. I traced every jut of its peacock carving,  self-embroidered nyonya kebayas, rich in vibrant
            pinching the studded stones on its golden surface.   motifs of flowers, butterflies, phoenixes, dragons
                                                               and insects. I seemed to witness their beauty, all
                    The man will be visiting tomorrow. Father  over again, through his astonished eyes.

            had ordered me to gather my finest embroideries,
            and I was to put them on display below our                The following morning came like a dream.
            Guanyin praying altar in the formal reception hall.

            Mother came the next morning to help with my              “You speak a little English?”
            dressing.
                                                                      “Yes, I had a tutor some years back.”
                    A silver belt wrapped around my floral-
            patterned  batik  sarong.  Three  interlinked             “Your father says you never leave the

            kerongsang brooches in the form of a phoenix  house gramophone.”
            clasped to my wine-red nyonya kebaya. Tiny,
            golden hairpins slipped into my smooth, black             “I do, only to do what a human has to

            hair bun. Her old diamond pendant rested on my  do.”
            chest, a gesture of affection.
                                                                      “You embroider cloths as you listen to
                    I led the way to the kitchen. Mother and  Chopin.”
            the concubine had prepared seven traditional

            dishes for the man. Itik tim (salted duck soup).          “Yes, some old recordings Father brought
 Illustration by Goh Li Lian
            Acar (spicy pickled vegetables). Spring rolls. Fish  back from the West before his fortune was lost.”
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